No Babe.

I am very sad that my pregnancy did not develop further.

The doctor said there was no embryo. there was only a sac and there was no embryo inside.

So for now, my body will automatically discharge whatever little cells that were formed in the past few weeks.

I did not have exceptionally high expectations with this episode but it was surely heart-breaking. I read that it is fairly common and many women go on to have successful pregnancies later on. whatever it is, I just have to take the good, the bad, with a good attitude.

Nonetheless, everyone is encouraging. you know,, take care of your body now and try again, etc.

Ya, i know. ok. dont worry, i am accepting what i cannot control.

my cousin said that i should take heart to know that nature is like this, cells that are not so good to begin with will not develop.

ok, i will take heart to it.

so ladies & gentlemen, this is life.